Excessive

My shift today was changed... moved back from 9 to 5, to 12 to 8, so my day was different than had been anticipated. To make it worse, my shift tomorrow was changed as well, but to open, at 6am, and that's just rude, cause I have to not only work late then open, but I also have to pay for a cab.

Today was a non-Jordan type day, where I do things I don't normally do, and thus the day feels weird and everything is slightly off and I'm using this time - this time of sitting and eating a snack and watching Jimmy.. even if it's 2am... to attempt to let my brain return to normal.. to feel at home, to feel at rest, to feel comfortable and most importantly to feel familiar.

I didn't really write a proper entry yesterday, about yesterday, and yesterday was much more worthy of writing about than today, so I'll do the best I can since it's been a day and things kind of disappear from my brain fairly quickly.

I would normally write right now, and I should but I'm too tired to write something I'd be proud of. Instead, I will summarize the day with a paragraph and then write a real entry tomorrow when I can have some time to really do it justice.

I don't even feel like writing at all... Work, barely time at home, sleep, work again... my normal weekend.

I don't think I have a lot to say about the day itself, it was kind of a normal, uneventful day. Things were generally organized at work, and well... I suppose I could write about before work. Basically I got up after sleeping for about three hours, at 4:50am, and made Bekki breakfast, as she had to get a cab at 5:30am to go to the airport. I made her a bagel and some coffee, and I had one two, enjoyed it in bed, and she got ready, we said our goodbyes, and I eventually fell back asleep until around 10am. From 10am until when Allen drove me to work, I pretty much just had lunch (kinda) and read stuff on the internet.

Today was rather stressful, at least the first half of it was, and that was mainly the work portion, afterward was okay, enjoyable even, and I managed to cheer myself up quickly.

Today could've been better as far as feeling physically okay goes, as I've felt pretty slow, groggy and crappy most of the day (or all of the day) and there were a few moments where, for no reason I could explain, I felt a bit low otherwise, but the day itself was pretty satisfying mentally, and that's important to remember.

Today - another good day - who would've thought? I mean... there were a few times where I didn't feel amazing; I felt a bit lazy, a bit tired, and a few times where I felt a tiny bit down, just for a minute, but overall the day was good, and ended up being pretty great.

Today is Valentine's Day, and while I may be at home alone, I am far from sad or depressed, in fact I'm quite the opposite. I'm completely content and happy. This may be because I had a nice Valentine's evening yesterday, as it was moved up a day due to circumstance.

Valentines dinner was a success in every way! I'll write more about it tomorrow, assuming I don't get a terrible migraine from only sleeping for four hours... ugh. I work 7am to 3pm tomorrow, it's busy, and I need to wake up at 5:15am and it's already 12:40am. Fuck me in the butthole.