Excessive

I don't have much to say tonight. School was okay, but a bit boring. I went for lunch afterward to celebrate my friends Mel and Darren getting married, and then I came home. I think I napped after that.

Today kinda sucked and it was nothing specific that made it a terrible day, everything was just crappy enough to make the overall day a worthless experience.

Today, for all intents and purposes, should be a day off, should be considered a day off. I woke up at 10:30am. Since then, I've yet to do anything... I put on the morning stream and have just been so tired and dead, I just laid around listening and now I'm laying on the couch with cats and I just can't even move.

Fuck this.

Yes, I should be sleeping. I know I'm going to be tired tomorrow. In fact I kind of lost track of time and forgot to take my sleeping pill at a reasonable time, so I just took it, so it's going to be even more difficult to wake up and I'll be more tired than normal.

But I don't want to go to work.

I should be writing, I should have words flowing from my fingertips; I sit here feeling empty and numb, although I occasionally turned and pet sleeping Marle and she makes a little noise and I smile inside.

I think Friday's are my least favorite day of the week, specifically because I wake up late, have only two or three hours to be alive, and then I have to leave for work. Not only do I have to work, but I get to work at a time where a lot of things are half done, or finished, and it's unorganised and difficult to just jump in.

I knew I was going to get a migraine, I wrote it on Twitter to prove that I could predict it. I started feeling dizzy and my eyes hurt, and now here I am, in near unbearable pain. I've taken three extra strength tylenol and one advil, and now a sleeping pill, but I'm still in pain just sitting here. I want to get tired so I can just go to sleep.

I've just finished adding the ability for users to change their display name, avatar and password on the new site redesign, so I think... I think maybe all the features are done and working.

Can't seem to get going here. I was looking forward to write, I even set aside time to do so, and yet I can't seem to write anything.

Today school was stressful, because going in we didn't know who was going to be presenting in class, and not knowing is more scary than knowing. As it turns out, I didn't have to present today, but will have to tomorrow, so I do feel pretty nervous about that, but I know that no matter what happens, the day will end and a new day will begin and it'll be a memory, good or bad, it'll be over.