Excessive

I feel weird... weird and tired. I could probably use a few other words to describe how I've been feeling lately but those two work pretty well. Everything is different now, what I eat, what I do, what I say, when I sleep, how I feel... it's all different. My mind has never dealt with change very well at all, and I don't think I'm any better at it now.

I've been eating taco's non stop for quite some time now, mainly because I have to use up the meat before it goes bad. As a result of the taconess, I don't eat a normal balanced meal like I used to, I don't eat a set time like I used to, and I don't really feel good after my meal, like I used to.

My sleep has been off, and I've been getting up late or not being able to get to sleep but getting up early, and generally I've been pretty irritable and in a bad mood for the last while. All of this is amplified by the change in my environment and routines, so it's even worse to deal with.

Mark and I are looking for jobs, so that has me stressed out as well, as that idea has me terrified and scared and scared some more. It honestly feels like my mind has gone back in time and I've regressed into a former me, like the way I was a few years ago. I thought I had gotten so much better, but I could've been wrong.

< /whine>

So I woke up yesterday and checked my email to find five new accounts created on this site. My first thought was some spam bot found the page and it wasn't real people who signed up, so I looked at each accounts details and they all seemed to be different and real people, so I approved their accounts and then decided to see if I could find out why the hell so many people joined over night. I went to G&T and searched for my website's URL, and I found a thread about game catalogs (or sites that let you keep track of what games you own) and someone posted a link to my Excessive Gaming website. So I guess people followed it and then signed up. Anyway, as the day went on, and night came, a total of 18 new people signed up for accounts in a 24 hour period.

This prompted me to actually fix some serious errors with the gaming page that I knew existed but didn't care enough to fix. Now that people are actually using it, I should probably fix them. Like a bug where if the user was stupid or lazy and forgot to pick a console from the dropdown box, it would just add the game under System 0 (which doesn't exist), so I stopped that from happening. I also added some better error handling, so if something does go wrong, they can contact me, and I added some links to make it obvious where users can go to suggest things or talk to me about problems.

To sum up, people like keeping track of their games, I eat too many tacos, and I really don't feel like myself lately.

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