Excessive

Today wasn't exactly what I had expected but for the most part it was an okay, somewhat relaxing and semi-productive. I was in a pretty good mood for most of the day, and it was actually a bath that suddenly made me feel a bit down, not really related to said bathing, but I suppose it had something to do just having the time to think, and that never works out for me.

I woke up late, mostly due to the fact that last night I had been drinking, and took a sleeping pill, and still managed to stay awake until almost 3am or later. I woke up with the bed full of cats, which is actually more annoying than it probably should be, but it stops me from laying comfortably. I wake up and wonder why my legs are up or why I'm laying on a weird angle, and I have a grey cat and a black and white cat on both sides of me and then a brown cat on my feet vibrating.

I got out of bed and had breakfast, I played some Skyrim and spent time on the computer. It was about 1pm when I decided that I really should get my homework done, so I got dressed (because I was freezing), sat down and did my client/server, which took me about an hour or so.

After I finished my homework, I figured I should really spend some time cleaning my home, as I rarely have time normally, and I suppose I was suddenly inspired to have a presentable house for some reason. I did the dishes, and made sure the litter was clean. I cleaned the bathroom and made the bed, tidied up the rooms and left it looking and smelling pretty nice. It did make it extra comfortable to be home today. I did put off doing the laundry, which I really need to do, but I thought I wouldn't have enough time to do it, before it got too late.

I made the same dinner that Julie and I enjoyed a few days ago, using the leftover ingredients that I had in my fridge. I ate kind of early though, and ate less than I probably should've. It was the ravioli and mushroom arugula salad. Afterward, I played Skyrim for the rest of the evening, happily escaping into another world for awhile.

As it was getting late, I decided to have a bath, and that's when my somewhat happy mood went to kind of feeling like shit, but I think I handled it okay. I just did my best not to think afterward, and that's helping.

I work tomorrow at 12pm, and plan to go to bed in about two hours. I have no idea what's happening tomorrow, and in fact don't particularly care, I'll just go to work, work, and come home.

Life is full of let downs, discomfort and bad feelings. It's nice to block it out for a day playing games and not thinking.

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