Excessive

Today felt like a long day, not necessarily a bad day, but a long day none the less. A day filled with nice reminders about how irresponsible, stupid, thoughtless people can be, how some people default to asshole as their natural state.

I woke up with a good amount of time to get ready for work but kept resetting my alarm, finally accepting the fact that I was going to pay for a cab to work. I finally got up, had some breakfast...a bagel and cream cheese and coffee. I read the penny-arcade forum thread on Skyrim, cause I mean, if I can't play the game, I may as well read about it, and that was fun. I find it fun and interesting to read about others experiences in the world of Skyrim, just because of how large it is, and how the experiences other people had could be completely different than mine.

I started work at 12pm, and I'm not really going to write in detail about it because really, the details are boring and no one gives a shit about specifics. We had a festive buffet for 80 people at 7pm, and a buffet for 30 at the CVG, and a smaller pizza dinner at 8pm. I got a lot of brunch prep done, which is good because it's not like anyone else there gives a fuck about anything.

I didn't get home until about 10pm, where I ran a bath, enjoyed that for a bit... it wasn't as hot as I like it, I didn't really check the temperature and just let it fill. Usually I make it too hot, but this time it was a bit lacking, ah well. Afterward, I really needed something to eat, so I made some spaghetti. It's weird, because I don't remember the order of things. I don't remember if I made food and ate before my bath, or if I did that after my bath. I think that's a bad sign... ugh, so bad.

I wasted the time between 11:00pm and 11:30pm reading more forums eventually arriving at SNL time. I took a sleeping pill and have been enjoying an especially funny episode with host Jason Segel. I'm fighting my mind, it's trying my best to make me feel down. I'm fighting it, it's going back and forth, like I can feel it, and i can actually see evidence of it going back and forth, and it's so fucking annoying. I wish that I just didn't have to deal with this shit at all.

I think that's all I've got for tonight. Tomorrow I've got work at 7am, and I'm watching SNL, so I'm going to be tired as shit. Gotta come home and do laundry after work, and do client/server before 8pm, so yeah, super fun day tomorrow too. Woo!

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