Excessive

I'm stressed out about wanting a new laptop. For numerous reasons, I want a new laptop. This thing broke on the very first day of school back when it was brand new... the FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL and the screen wouldn't turn on. Now the god damn 'e' sometimes double inputs so e's randomly appear through-out words. It overheats, the fan never stops running, the case is literally broken and the heatsink is exposed. But the one fact that is most likely causing my anxiety - it technically still works, so I feel wrong, guilty, stupid for buying a new one. If it broke, and I had no choice, then it would be easy, to continue in school I would need to buy a laptop and it would be a no brainer, but since it's still technically an optional expense, I can't quite convince myself it's necessary.

I just slept for a few hours after eating dinner.. I needed the sleep but it was a waste of time. I'm up now and had some food, but I need to go back to bed shortly, as I open again tomorrow, before starting my five days vacation (not seven as originally intended).

I'm tired all the time... it's terrible. I've had a headache for five days in a row or something. I feel like shit all the time and it's really starting to get to me.

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