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Today was mostly a good day and yet I'm left here at the end of the night feeling depressed and anxious.

For the most part, I got through the day feeling energetic and positive. I was feeling hopeful and productive, which was nice. My Mom's computer messed up after work and I had to change all my evening plans, give up my dessert/relaxing time, and treadmill time and take care of it, and it just kinda set off my whole routine and mood.

I attempted to relax with playing World of Warcraft for the first time in nine months, but instead I spent the entire time updating add-ons. I initially thought I was going to attempt to play with no add-ons and just play with the vanilla game, but immediately I missed a ton of the things I've grown to love (improved action bars, better damage read outs, etc). It took me an hour to re-download and install most of the add-ons, and by then I was tired and it was almost tv time.

I had a glass of cagnac and had a bath, and now Bekki and I are watching an episode of Wet Hot American Summer. We've recently finished Orphan Black, so we're kind of up in the air as to what we're going to be watching next.

Tomorrow Bekki is driving in with me because she has a job interview in London (same place, different position) and I'm hoping tomorrow will be a good day.

I started taking double my dose of Effexor yesterday, and I'm hopeful it will continue to improve my mood and stability.

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