Excessive

I go back and forth between feeling anxious and feeling confident at work. Maybe I feel confident all the time, it's hard to say. I feel very confident in my abilities to do anything set for me to do. It's just sometimes what I'm supposed to do isn't clear, and then that's what I get anxious about.

Anyway...

Today was a bit of a mix. It felt busy and stressful, and less organized than I was hoping.

For lunch I had leftover lasagna, with some cottage cheese. I had two friggin' awesome banana chocolate chip muffins, and for dinner I had breaded pork, lil' gem potatoes and asparagus.

I'm watching The Flash, and trying to relax. I'm tired and exausted.

I haven't been that happy with my appearance lately. Usually I'm too tired to even notice, but generally I don't really care for what's happened to my hair. I don't really know what's up, like if it's the weather, or maybe I just messed up the last time I buzzed it, but it's real just puffy and curly and boring and plain looking. On top of that, my facial hair seems to have gotten long and kind of just looks dirty, at least when I look in the mirror. I kind of want to just buzz all my hair off short, and trim my face real short, and just feel clean and short.

Amerh.

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