May 28, 2004 12:00AM
into.the.pink
I did it all by myself!! I got home! Emily brought me to the first subway, so basically she just came on the bus with me, to say goodbye, and then I did the rest all by myself! It was terrifying, taking the subway, finding the right place to transfer, finding my way around the giant union station, finding where to buy train tickets, finding the right gate, and finding the right train, but I did it, all completely on my own... Know why? Because this my life. I'm my own. I don't live for anyone else, and I don't answer to anyone else. I shouldn't be made to feel guilty for my choices or decisions. It really opened my eyes. I could leave and disappear and it would be my choice and theres nothing wrong with it.
Anyway, sadly, I'm home now. I ran out of sleeping pills, so baaahhh... I'm awake and I won't be able to sleep tonight. There are things I could do, but I lack energy and motivation at the time being, but I think tomorrow I'm gonna be in the right moood to go nuts, take things of my wall, clean up a bit, do laundry and just be nuts. So, I guess I look forward to that.
I'm also looking forward to next weekend because Emily is coming to stay with me :D
Well.. Lately I've been listening to Bright Eyes, and.. other things. So.. there ya go. I'm home, alive, a bit lonely, but looking toward the future with a smile. Talk later.
thats me, home!
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- I lived with Ben on Cartier
- I was with Emily
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