March 29, 2003 9:03AM
Sick Day
I had work today from 5 till 11, but I was really really sick (vomitty and other things :|) and Aaron stayed til 11 for me and I left at 9. It was so horrible. I wanted to throw up and cry at the same time. And it was hard to walk and think and do things... I wanted a hug.
I went home feeling depressed, alone, and whatever else it is I feel most of the time (except when I'm with Linzie!! I love you Linzie...) and it got a bit better through the night, because I could hug into Linzie whenever I wanted. I'm not sure why, perhaps because I was just content with her company, but I told Linzie she could go to sleep and I wouldn't mind, which I later found out I did mind, and I tried waking her, only to have her fall asleep or not wake up at all. So, by the end of the night, when I walked her home at 2:30am, I felt empty, dissatisfied and depressed. She was quiet and didn't say a word to me until about one minute from her house, when she said sorry for sleeping and smiled. The smile helped. I didn't need an apology because she didn't do anything wrong, nothing at all.. It was my fault for feeling that way. I should be content with laying with her. Bah. I wanted attention.
One more day till I get a few days off work. Woohoo!!
I spent the night playing Darkstone and Grand Theft Auto 3. I hadn't played GTA3 for quite some time (like waaay back in December and stuff) and for the first time in forever I made it furthur into the game and I'm on the second area now (a differnet part of the city). Which is cool if you ask me! (Please.. for the love of god ask me.)
I want to sleep, but I'm not tired, but I'm too exausted to do anything.. hah, I suck. So do all of you!!! *sticks out tongue*
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- I lived with Ben on Cartier
- I was with Linzie
- I worked at Pizza Hut
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