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I don't understand why I have to come home and feel nervous and uneasy. You know the feeling before you make a speech in public school? THAT'S HOW I FEEL EVERY DAY.

I need to start smoking pot or something, I just really need to mellow out. I'm going crazy, here I am at home, done school, I can relax until tomorrow when I have a class and then work, but I'm sitting here, I can't do anything, can't enjoy myself and can't even feel relaxed or okay, I just feel like the world is ending and I'm the only one that knows.

It's really, really upsetting.

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