Excessive

Something feels horribly wrong with me today. I don't feel like myself, I don't feel like this is my work, or my clothes, or my skin, or cuts, or house. I feel sickly nervous all the time, so much so that I had to bring a bottle of pepto to work. The only thing I have to eat today are apple products, and I don't plan on eating anything else. I'm sooo not doing well...

Yesterday Mark and I worked holiday shifts of 10:30 to 7:00, and it was also moving day at work, where the departments were all shifting around. Basically... we slacked off more than anyone should be able to and keep their job. We took three calls, and basically stopped working at 3:30 and starting walking around and stuff. It was a lot of fun, but now I sit in a new seat and everything feels out of place and wrong and it's making me nervous; things just don't feel right... if Mark weren't here I'd think I'd woken up in someone elses life.

Mark and I met Anne and Michelle at Pizza Pizza after work, and from there travelled to Marks to drop off his stuff from work, and then we walked down Dundas to Richmond, as we were on our way to the brewery beer store. When we got to Richmond, I heard a small voice sorta whisper my name (hehe) and I turned around and it was JULIA! I ran up to her and hugged her and then she proceeded to walk and talk with me all the way to the brewery! She's my hero because usually she wouldn't be brave enough to say anything, especially to someone so strikingly attractive mind you, and it was sooooooooo nice to see her. She's one of my favorite ever! :)

At the brewery, I bought two 40s of Budweiser, Mark bought one cause he already had one at my house, and Anne bought one, and Julia and Michelle watched. We're classy... being in there few times a week, buying 40s... aahh. Julia left to go home (although I'm sure she was tempted to party it up with us all night) and me and the gang walked down Horton towards my house, stopping at Big Bee's to get candy and juice. Once we got to my house, we music'd it up, and drank it up (just for the record Michelle drank raspberry vodka and juice). We sat around with music on, calling 280-Ryan and harrasing him, drinking our drinks and laughing. Anne threw beer at me and it also got it all over my bathroom..but thats okay.

At around 11:30 after we had finished one of our 40s, we decided it was time to go out to the dissent for noise night, and we made our way there ( I don't really remember the walk, except I wore really tight pants and a really tight shirt). We drank a few beers at the dissent, but I was disappointed because our bartender wasn't there. I said Hi to Tim and listened to them play and after a couple drinks decided I was hungry, so we all walked to Pizza Pizza and got pizza for us to chow on. We saw funny people, and I shoved my naked nipple againt the glass, after Mark slapped it really hard...ow.

We left Pizza Pizza and tried to go to Scotts Corner but apparently last call had already been... called. So Michelle and I stumbled home to my house, and Anne and Mark stumbled home to Marks house... and that about ends my story.

Leads me back to the begginning... I woke up today feeling strange... not myself, and it's really hurting me. I have no food, or real desire to eat. I think today is going to be a really long day...

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