Excessive

I know that the domain is still having a few problems, and I know I can't even view this website from my own house, but I can view it from my work, and I think it works on some computers, like Tonys... sometimes it shows up without CSS style sheets loading, sometimes it works perfectly normal... gah.

Lately I've been feeling very sick. I didn't take my pills for about a week due to excessive drinking and other things, but now I'm taking Lithium again and it's making me very sick to my stomache. It makes it hard to concentrate... but I'm taking it again with good cause because it seems like my mind is crumbling down and it's really starting to affect my life.

Michelle has been taking care of me pretty well, but the times when I'm alone I can really tell that I'm deteriorating. Makes me sick...

This morning was a very bad morning... and today is going to be a very bad day... fuck.

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