Excessive

I got pretty pissed at work today, for the first time in quite awhile. I haven't been disrespected or talked down to in a long time... You think you're better than me? That I'm somehow lazy, and that you work way more than me? Well fuck you. You want to be rude, and passive aggressive and disprespectful? That's so unprofessional, it disgusts me, and only reinforces why I went to school in the first place... to get out of an industry filled with fucking children.

Anyway, now that I got that off my chest, let's talk about what else is bothering, mostly my throat/cough. I suppose I should start with last night. I couldn't sleep, and was getting very annoyed, very uncomfortable and desperate for relief. I got up and drank down a shot of cough syrup, even though I knew it does weird things to me, makes me have fucked up dreams, and generally makes me feel very out of it. So it did help, I did stop coughing long enough to fall asleep, but I remember having vivid, disturbing dreams, and I feel like I woke up and spoke to Bekki, or dreamed I did, but I don't really remember... I woke up feeling tired, groggy and out of it. but... at least I woke up.

I'm not going to write about it, but work did go fine, as far as actually working went. I stayed an hour late to try and get as much done for the next day as possible, and I also did platers and fruit for three of the events happening tonight.

Once I got home from work, I was dead tired but resisted sleeping. I made a caesar salad and spaghetti for dinner, and then made a coffee, enjoyed a mars bar, and some sliced strawberries with vanilla frozen yogurt. After dinner was done, I played Diablo 3 with Ben for a couple hours, which was fun. I needed it to relax, and it helped. Kept my mind off things, for a little while anyway.

Afterward, I had a bath, and then moved to the living room to write this and watch some Iron Chef, which I haven't done in a long time. I work tomorrow at 7am, and there is a lot to do, so tomorrow is going to suck, and then I need to go shopping after work, and then I can relax before going on an adventure Monday.

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