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For the last week or so I've had terrible pain in my hip. It feels like the joint, but obviously pain in that area of the body can be hard to pin point, but it's effects are noticeable. It's made it so I can't effectively play tennis or bowl properly without suffering great amounts of pain, and if I irritate it at some point in the day, it will continue to ache, or even get worse as the day goes on... even so much that I need to limp to walk. It can cause pain down into my knee and even make my toes feel like they are going numb... it's concerning, uncomfortable and... painful.

I feel quite sick at the moment... I'm pretty sure it's caused by taking my vitamins, as more often than not it makes my stomach upset. I took them and then tried to relax, and eventually tried to have a bath, and I just feel sick to my stomach, sweaty and like I had been spinning in circles (that dizzy sickness feeling). The question is whether or not it's worth it... who knows? It's impossible to tell if the vitamins are even doing anything... I simply take them and assume it helps in some way, but then I get sick a lot of the time, so is it really worth it? I guess I'll never know.

Classes are over in school, and only exams remain. Today was my last class, XML, and the professor finally realized that he had kind of screwed up the entire class over the course of the semester, having given us a project on something we had never taught and never should have been taught... screwing up the weights of projects and quizes, so the professor realized this and tried to figure out how to make things better. We have a second project due next Friday, so yes, a project during exam week somehow, and we also have a new quiz to get easy marks. I just want to pass the class, I don't care about the rest. I have two exams on Monday, one on Tuesday and one on Wednesday, and then just the project on Friday. I'll be returning to work later this week until next Sunday, at which point I'll be getting on a plane and going to Nova Scotia.

While the free time I have now is nice, but the stress of school and lack of funds probably outweighs it, so going back to work full time in September will be a good thing I think. Having the right amount of money coming in again will be nice, and relieve some stress, and perhaps it will produce less restlessness/anxiety, because I'll be busy and tired. Who knows... I'm sure I'll eventually miss being in school and the free time that comes with that, but right now, I miss money more.

I'm almost all the way through Fallout 1 (for PC, from 1997) and have enjoyed it, although it's a bit dated, the combat and character creation and levelling system is very fun and well done. I've just got one area left to complete and I'll be done the game. I've been pretty restless when it comes to games lately, being unable to sit still for more than five minutes and play anything, but I'm sure that will pass, as everything goes in cycles with me.

I wanted to believe that somehow I was fixed because I felt so happy and at peace for such an extended length of time, and I thought maybe it was due to my vitamins I was taking, and being more active, and I thought these things might be really effecting my mood, but lately I can feel myself going towards the other end of the spectrum again, so I don't think I was fixed.

I work tomorrow at 6am and have to do church breakfast and then... something, I don't really know what's going on tomorrow. I have to work until 3pm, so a nine hour day and then relax.. maybe.

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