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They block Livejournal here at work.. fucking proxy. They block some of the strangest websites, and I can't quite figure out the logic behind it. They block gamespy.. a website that has articles on gaming, but not actual games, but NOPE! blocked! We're not allowed to read things about games. CNN isn't blocked though... although it's pretty much the same idea only for world news instead of games. Yeah, I don't even know where I'm going with this.

I started off the day horribly. I always try to set my alarm for about 10am, and every day, over and over, I just keep resetting it as it goes off until about 11am, which gives me about twenty minutes to get ready.. that's eat breakfast... if I even do that day, find clothes to put on, which I'm so beyond apathetic about now. I don't do my hair or wear makeup anymore, I just go in my pijamas most of the time, with a dress shirt and tie overtop. This morning I had a bowl of sugar crisp, threw my leftover spagetthi into my bag, along with a pudding and an apple, and a plate... and grabbed my iPod and ran out the door. i checked my mail and I thankfully got my income tax return ($221).. it was about half as much as my Mom had predicted but since I owed the goverment about 300 bucks and $4000 in student loans, I'll take what I can get.

The bad thing that happened this morning was that I was pretty digusted with my god awful ugliness and wanted to straigthen my hair, so i turned it on, left the bathroom etc... came back in five minutes and grabbed the iron in my hand, and I got a severe burn to places on my hand which hurt so much it took my breath away and I poured bactine all over them. it hurt....

Work feels extra retarded today... short calls, stupid errors... get a fucking clue you dumbasses!

I have Michelle to look forward to after work, so that keeps me going but it's hard at times... to not just fall down and start crying about whatever. At least I have a freezee.

we out bitches

clicky clicky clicky - really nice picture of Fayt from Star Ocean.

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