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I guess I probably have a lot to talk about... well... write about, but for some reason I don't seem to care enough to actually write anything. I've been very apathetic when it comes to writing anything lately, whether it be online or in one of my books. I've been feeling down for the last few weeks, as I've mentioned a few hundered times now. I've been feeling especially lonely and empty feeling when I'm alone... which is most nights.

I plan on going to work everyday for the next two weeks to see how much a full pay cheque will be. It's gonna be hard but maybe it'll get easier over time. Today went okay I guess... I didn't really have a lunch because I'm pretty damn poor and well... had no food to bring except two puddings, two apples and a bowl of cereal to feed me breakfast, lunch... and.. that's it. I had spagetthi when I got home and made enough to some for lunch the next day.

I wish I could write a bit more detail about my birthday but I'm really not feeling up to it.. maybe I will tomorrow. Until then... keep me in your thoughts cause I need all the help I can get to survive.

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