Excessive

It's my day off. It's usually the only time I ever write an entry anymore.. the nights before the day off.. and sometimes the day I spent off. Not much has happened really, but I have a few things to touch on.

I watched America's Next Top Model this wednesday, something I haven't been able to do for the last little while, and I enjoyed watching Kahlen.. she was extra-cute this week being all embarassed like. It made me giggle; yes, giggle with glee I say.

I think my work with exMail is more or less done for now. Obviously it's still in beta, but as far as working on it on a regular basis (twice a week), I think I've added all I want for now, and I'm going to shift my focus on to my other projects I have going, one of which is a revamp of the entire commenting section of my website. I have the foundation set, so part of the work is already finished, but I need to sit down, plan it out and work on it soon. Very soon people will be able to leave me comments using accounts, so they will have a unique ID that no one else can copy, they can have a picture of themselves displayed with the comment; they won't have to fill out their information each comment they leave, the browser will remember their information, which will all be set on the front control panel through the profile. People will be able to track their comments, even years after they left them... well, it's enough to get ME excited.. so you can all go to hell!

exMail is looking pretty good though lately; I just finished a nice one-click address book feature to the left of the outbox for quick addressing. It's funny just how much typing I've eliminated with that thing.. So far there are six testing accounts I believe, working out the bugs. When the revamp of the comment script goes public, along with exAccounts, exMail will also go public, so until then, you're all out of luck... not that anyone really cares if they can talk to me while I'm at work, but still, I have to make it look like you do, makes me feel better.

I seem to be horribly dehydrated. I wish I had frozen juice, juice boxes or more orange juice. Or coke. Anything except water basically. I feel so dry in the mouth region. argh. arg I say. I could drink a 2L of Coke in about one minute if I was handed one.

FUCK! I'm writing like a fucking moron. Lately I've been feeling very afraid; having a large number of anxiety attacks, mostly at work. I wan to make an appointment with Dr. Tu to see if I can get this medication upped because it doesn't seem to be making the slightest difference in regards to what he said it would do, so that's kind of disappointing... and it doesn't even make me tired anymore, so bah! Defeats the purpose of taking it.

Anyway, I'm being very distracted currently by my iPod refusing to synch with my computer, or even recognized that it's connected, so I'm going to go and figure that out and write tomorrow.. Bye.

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