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Yes... so due to my insomnia I missed my first day back to work... you should've seen me freak out... well, I'm sure it's probably better that you didn't see that. When I awoke I called Kandie at GTN and told her some I had a family emergency, and that I would still love to come in tomorrow, and she looked at her calander and nicely let me come in at 2pm tomorrow.. I was so scared I screwed myself.. I dunno what the hell happened... the alarm didn't even make me roll over.. I guess it's because I stayed up the entire night before due to my inability to sleep... It's really hard to explain to someone what its like to be manic, but an idea came mind when I was cooking spagetthi and meatsauce. You know the feeling and the way you were christmas eve when you were small (or perhaps last year?) and you couldn't sleep because you were so excited for the morning to come, you rolled and rolled around in bed, thinking and thinking about the nextx morning and how much you look forward to it and how you wish you coudl fall asleep so the morning would come faster, but you ended up just rolling around even more and you can't rest at all? Okay, well it's like that, except repace christmas eve with every night, and thinking about christmas presents to thinking about NOTHING. and that's pretty much how I am. It's like its christmas eve and nothings coming! hehe.. I guess that's the only way I can explain it right now, and if that didn' tmake sense, than.. fuck off.

I used the wasted day playing a tiny, tiny bit of Final Fantasy 7 (I'm around Cosmo Canyon/Nibelheim area) and the rest of the time was spent working on the entry script. The funny thing is, since I worked on it for so long, you'd expecct improvements or at least something to be shown for your work.. but it really doesn't seem like I accomplished much. I finished up the download.php script I started last night, which works but isn't finished... think of it as a beta, or even an alpha, and I added the ability to edit existing entries, which was obviously a requirement, but I finally got around to doing it... and I'm about halfway through making it so you can delete any entry you'd like, so long as you have admin rights. Not much to show for my hours of work... not sure what happened there.. I remember working... I just.. don't remember why I didn't accomplish more.. oh well... I'm still coming up with new ideas and spins to use and build into this entry script, and it's keeping me pretty interested in it. You as a ready have a lot to look forward to, including perhaps a joint venture... a reunion you could call it.. of course, you're going to have to wait a few months before the webkore version is released :P

Emily cut my hair tonight, and gave me a massage to help me relax; both good. I took two sleeping pills in order to force myself into unconciousness because of how much trouble I've been having lately, and it's getting to be around that time where I turn in. Just thought I'd drop a line to my fans, because I've been so busy scripting lately, I haven't even though about touching this version of the site (including just normal entries). Well... keep in touch! Oh and I suppose before I leave I'll whore off a new band I found out about. Originally I listened to this band on the official sound track of Garden State, with the song Let Go, I quickly fell in love with not only the music, but the vocalist (she's so purty!) but god damn.. the music KICKS ASS. Please, do yourself a favour, and download Frou Frou, the latest release by them is entitled Details (the album) and has an entire playlist of awesome songs; breathe in being my favorite. You should also grab Let Go by Frou Frou.

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January 01, 2000

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