August 28, 2003 10:10PM
Sitting At Work
Here I am, sitting at work, listening to Alexisonfire, waiting for some woman's pizza to cook double time because she likes it "well done". Bastards I tell you. Anyway, as you have probably come to the conclusion, I've brought my laptop to work again, but this time I actually have some time to sit around, as it's quite dead. I just played a few games of Unreal Tournament 2003, I took a couple orders, but they only take a few minutes to prep and cook, so I just paused it.
Yesterday was orientation at Fanshawe. I went with Ben and his parents, because my Mom was in Hamiton, visiting her Dad (my Grandpa.. morons!). They didn't really tell me anythere there, that I didn't already know, so I was a bit disappointed... I dunno what I expected to get from it, but I certainly didn't get anything I expected. There was really no need to go, other than to get my timetable.
Also yesterday, I got a few back to school things, but I was really depressed and in a really shitty mood and I just felt like crying the whole time. I got four 80 page notebooks, for 28 cents each, a few erasers, a pack of pens and pencils, a pencil sharpener and some whiteout. I, for some reason, really wanted my Mom there with me. I felt very alone and I just wanted my Mom to come along, tell me what I needed and well... it was a time I just needed a Mom. Sometimes I don't want to be grown up. I live on my own, support myself, and all that... sometimes it just seems like it happened so fast...
Today I went back to the school to get my Bus Pass and Student Planner, which went pretty well, so starting September 1st, I don't have to pay for the bus, so that will save me thirty to forty bucks a month, which will go towards college (becuase I have debt coming out my ass now. I'm at least $1500 in debt, which sucks). I brought Linzie along with me today because I don't want her to feel left out, and I also don't want her to feel... young, or something. I dunno, I just really wanted to include her in this experience.
I got one request (from Holly! YAY FOR HOLLY) to see pictures of my new kitty, so... to anyone else who reads this, FUCK YOU, HOW THE FUCK CAN YOU NOT WANT TO SEE KITTY? YOU ARE ALL GOING TO HELL!!!. Um.. she's cute! We just took her for a booster shot and in two weeks or so, we're taking her back to be spayed, but not declawed.
Wow, this is so boring... *cough* That lady still hasn't come to pick up her order and she's a half hour late.. stupid people, the dumbest people order from me.
I miss Linzie a lot... I wish she called her more, or showed that she missed me, or did something... I guess it's just not who she is, and I have to learn to accept it, but it's just something I want in a loved one... bah! She makes up for it in tons of other ways, so it's okay I guess.... I'm a pretty big bastard to her sometimes, so I shouldn't be asking for anything.
I should get a couple more games on this thing, because I got bored of UT2k3 pretty fast. Maybe some GTA3 action, or even StarCraft or WarCraft 3. I'll think about it a bit, because I don't want to take up that much hard drive space with stuff, since this IS really a computer for school purposes. Hehe.. that's why I haven't copied any music over.
But I think this is farewell for now, I should start closing down everything. Wash the cups and bowls, clean off cut table and eventually go home... so, until next time. Later.
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- I lived with Ben on Cartier
- I was with Linzie
- I worked at Pizza Hut
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