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Today sooo sucked... I was in a bad mood, I started hungover, ended up just being depressed, and I never wanted to see anyone again. Now that the night has come and the day is over, and I'm not quite so alone, I feel quite a bit better, however I still stick by my belief that last night mostly sucked, as did today.

I don't think I really enjoy drinking anymore... sure, the process is fun, but the end result is usually bullshit. I end up regretting most things, or just not having fun at all, and the after effects the day after (mostly being super depressed) just aren't worth it. I'm starting to think I would have more fun if I were just sober at the bar, than drunk, although it would be much harder putting up with the drunk and/or high retards that are usually easier to ignore when you're drunk enough to tune it all out.

The only good parts about last night was getting to be with Ally, and getting to hang out with Dave and Kurt. During the show the band had to skip two songs because of a miscommunication, or 'oversight' if you will, and the smoke machine wasn't turned on, but they did a good job regardless. I watched The Birthday Massacre from the merch table... yeeeeaah.

I was pretty pissed off by the end of the night because someone spilled beer all over the merch (shirts included), and just for the record, it wasn't me, for once I actually didn't do anything wrong or stupid. Also, I was feeling grumpy and angry to begin with do to a few other circumstances, so I left as soon as I could, instead of staying till close like I should have. Dave was kind enough to pay me for my services this time, and so I made very decent money for the work, especially since I get into the shows for free, get free beer tickets and get to watch either from on the stage, or right in front (whereever the smoke machine reaches).

I've been working a bit on creating a layout for a blog for Anthony... it's nearly complete and I'm sure by tomorrow afternoon a first entry will be made... so that'll be cool, and I suggest my readers check it out, since it will have a lot of funny, Webkore related stuff hehe.

I'm just waiting for The Daily Show and The Colbert Report now, and then at 12am, Tony and I are playing Diablo 2 for a bit, and that should relax me enough to not feel death filled until I can get to sleep, and hopefully wake up tomorrow feeling much better.

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