April 08, 2004 1:55AM
OMFG
I've got all this built up tension in me and I feel like I'm going to explode very soon and just start punching things and hurting people. I'm not sure what's causing it, possibly a combination of everything surrounding me, and all the crap that's going on in my head. I'm not quite sure who I am at the moment, or what I'm doing, or who I'm doing it for. I hate my life right now, and if I could just lay somewhere, and not worry about something, i would. forever.
I've been wanting to develop in C++ but I can't find any information of getting directory/file information, so I can't. Searched google AND the MSDN Library. NOTHING! Mother fuckers. So, I've started a little project in C#, which is oookay, but I can't find the motivation to keep working. I just can't keep my attention on it. I feel so restless lately.. it sucks. I haven't been able to sit down long enough to update my site, if you were wondering where the hell I've been.
I have so much I could talk about, but it just WONT come out, no matter how hard I try. I feel this wall in my mind blocking it. I want to type about Disgaea BUT I CANT. impossible to understand but easily described as ANNOYING. now I can't find my pills. eating gummy worms instead.
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- I lived with Ben on Cartier
- I was with Linzie
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