Excessive

I opened today and it left me feeling over-tired and just empty. I had dinner, made coffee, drank about half of it and somehow ended up in my bed, and slept - deeply - until like 9pm. I remember waking up and hearing Mythbusters playing on a loop in the living room but being too out of it, to into sleep, to do anything about it. It was a terrible feeling truth be told, and the whole 'too tired to do anything ever' feeling really gets me down.

The last couple of days have been somewhat productive. I've bought a bunch of food, and cleaned up a few things, and overall feel pretty good, so good in fact, that I've actually been making dinners, something which I haven't really done in a long time.

Today I had my Java final exam, which was split into three parts, a short quiz online via respondus, a short answer section done on paper with pen and/or pencil, and then a final part, which was a coding assignment to do in the time given.

I guess it's later than I had expected to be doing this, but I figure I might as well write up something before I figure out if I'm going to bed yet or not. In case you're too retarded to look at the timestamp on this entry, it's in fact 4:13am (the timestamp will say later... the time I actually submit it) and I've yet to attempt sleep, although I did just have a bath, and for those of you frightningly obsessed with me, you'll know that's one of the steps in the wonderful path to sleepytown.

There was a bit of game playing that took place tonight... the most fun being the few games of StarCraft Tony and I managed to play, however we also played a bit of Diablo 2, doing a nightmare Baal run, and attempting some Act 1 Hell with just the two of us, with players set to eight... regardless of what happened, we decided to play some StarCraft instead hehe. There really isn't that much to discuss regarding this topic, so I suppose I'll move on, if that's okay with you *points*.. that's right, I pointed at you... whatcha gonna do about it?

I'm not sure what's wrong with me lately... something is... perhaps just the natural cycle, but I've had a hard time doing anything lately, and it's really starting to piss me off. I'm going to try my hardest tomorrow to change, really make an effort to fight myself on it, and we'll see what happens. I've just been so irritable lately, and bored, and not willing to take any retarded shit... I guess it's not that much different than usual, I'm just usually better at holding it in for a bit.

Does anyone who reads this know PHP? PHP 5 maybe? Why is it that the function: filesize() fails everytime I pass it a valid URL, but works when I pass it a local file. According to the manual, in PHP5, filesize supports URL wrappers. Am I misunderstanding? It would be very helpful if I could grab the size of a file even if it's not on my server. Any help would be appreciated, as I got very frustrated with this tonight... Leave a comment or email me with any tips or experiences you've had with this. I guess I'm just not meant to ever work with PHP5.

I'm dry now... from sitting here in a towel typing this... so I guess I can put some clothes on and decide what to do about the whole.. being awake thing. It's pretty freakin late, so I should just go to sleep... but I'm not that tired dammit.

I woke up really late... jesus. I've just made some coffee and a couple peices of toast, but I can't really enjoy them because I've only got a few moments before I have to get dressed and ready to go out, because I have to meet Michelle at the bank at 4pm, and then we must go on an adventure to various stores for lunch/supper and kitty litter!!