Excessive

Woke up feeling kind of crappy this morning, a mild headache and overall not feeling great. As the day went on, it got worse, and by lunch I was feeling faint, increasingly sick and my headache would not quit. I decided that as an emergency measure, I would have a nap through my lunch break instead of walking, and it did end up making me feel slightly better (although groggy).

It's hard to pinpoint exactly why I haven't been writing as much lately, and I believe there is a trend where as my happiness and general comfort goes up, my writing goes down, and this is because I used to use writing as a coping mechanism (I think) and I would do it to stave off loneliness, to give me something to do, to have a routine I stick to, to write to an imaginary audience which made me feel less alone.

I'm not quite sure how I feel about my reliance on sleeping pills... I mean it's easy enough to just not think about it and continue on as normal. I feel as though the fact that they aren't perscription pills makes it better... but, there is a downside to this reliance, and I just haven't figured it out yet.

I don't feel good.

Yes, these words have graced these pages before, and yet I sit down here again, late at night, and write the same things as I always do. I guess I should explain myself first...

Alright, so I have a headache, I'm really tired, have been floating in and out of sleep on the couch for the last two hours, and worked a long shift because work is stupid... sounds like it should be a bad day, but I find myself feeling rather indifferent, and would instead classify the day as simply tiring.

Yeah, it's the second day in a row where I've got a headache, but at least today it isn't a migraine. I don't really feel sick, and my sinuses aren't too bad, but my head hurts, and I'm really tired, so it's very difficult to have any kind of relaxation this evening.

I woke up with a headache today, one of the worst things I experience from time to time.

I feel sick, uncomfortable and frustrated.

I knew I was going to get a migraine, I wrote it on Twitter to prove that I could predict it. I started feeling dizzy and my eyes hurt, and now here I am, in near unbearable pain. I've taken three extra strength tylenol and one advil, and now a sleeping pill, but I'm still in pain just sitting here. I want to get tired so I can just go to sleep.