Excessive

I sit here feeling as though my heart is about to explode, feeling full of anxiety and discomfort. I'm dizzy and disoriented, feeling alone and never quite so unimportant. Simple pleasures? Happiness in the small things? These are the things I've learned to direct my life towards - to appreciate and seek out and raise up to special.

It smells like paint, and this might be because they painted my door. I had to lock the cats in the bedroom so that they could fill my apartment with the smell of wet paint! Hoorray!

For a lot of today I played God of War and made some progress. I got past where I was stuck and got quite a bit farther and until I got stuck in another room and turned it off in more frustration. I kind of wish that every single play session didn't end with me screaming and that I actually just stopped because a lot of time had gone by. I played a little bit of Fable as well, but I keep forgetting that the game isn't that amazing, and I find that I get bored after five minutes.