Excessive

Haven't felt the happiest lately. Overwhelmed with stress and deadlines. I'm getting angry easy, I feel hopeless, like there is no future, like I'm at a standstill and going nowhere.

Tonight I went for a beer with my Bekki and Connor at Poachers before heading to see Elliott Brood and Wintersleep just around the corner at London Music Hall.

What's that? I should complain a bit more? Sure! My hands hurt... I somehow have nicks and cuts all over them, and they sting constantly and when I have a bath they hurt more, and when I cut things at work and either fruit juice or potato liquid or anything really, it just hurts the fuck out of me. I have a headache and I'm uncomfortable, I had school and worked all night, and I have a midterm tomorrow and I don't have time to study... well, the time I do have... I can't concentrate because of my headache.

So I'm even more tired than yesterday, sore everywhere, headache, cuts on fingertips, sore burn, and I've lost my voice.

Today I woke up at 10:00am or so, and got out of bed and played a little bit of Resident Evil 4 until about 10:30am when Michelle got up, and we got ready and left for Argyle to pre-order and pay for Final Fantasy XII. While we were there, we also had lunch, got some DVD's (a good deal too, 100 DVD's for $24) and a couple memory cards for the PS2.

When I got home, I did all the dishes (which took awhile) and then watched Married with Children and has a bowl of ice cream. Afterwards I played a bit of Silent Hill 2, and now I'm back in my room and I'm probably going to watch a movie.

Ally is coming over tonight for Prison Break and Heroes, and afterwards Michelle and I will watch CSI: Miami and maybe Justice... Monday night TV is busy!

I guess that's it for right now... I'll see if I can write some more later.

I've been listening to Hikaru Utada a lot lately and I just want to announce that she's now my official make believe girlfriend. Here are two pictures; make sure you click the link under the first picture to see the big other picture.