Excessive

I bring my iPhone with me everywhere I go, not just out of the house, but I mean... in the house. I bring it from room to room, as if something important may happen at any moment, but I don't get texts really... I act like one may arrive at any moment, but they don't. I just thought I would write that out, because I think about it each time I move to the living room or to the computer room and make sure I bring my phone.

Well the majority of the day was good, however there are certain signs that perhaps I'm not doing that well, quite the opposite of depressed though, I'm irresponsible and careless, not thinking things through, making poor choices and while right now it made me happy, I'm sure I will get a sinking feeling in my stomach soon enough.

So I have to take a sleeping pill, even though it's almost 4am, and here I am still awake.

It happens when I get excited about something, or have a good time. The ability to relax and feel tired goes away, and I could probably stay up until my body exploded... but around 3am, I knew I had to go to sleep sooner than later, so I took a sleeping pill, and while I don't really feel the effects quite yet, I've kind of run out of things to do, since I knew I couldn't start anything.

Another day off tomorrow, I'm going to enjoy it and be lazy. I think I'm going shopping tomorrow for Christmas, so I need to make a list of stuff I want to buy... but other than that, my day is pretty open.