Excessive

Today was a complete waste of a day, in every sense, completely and totally a waste of a day. I did nothing, I did not move from the couch, I slept multiple times, I laid feeling numb, listening to music staring out the window. I was a mess, the day was a mess, it was a terrible day.

Jimmy Fallon is back from two weeks of vacation (and repeats) and it's bringing a smile to my face.

I did a little bit of work on the games website, but did it really slow, did it really poorly and didn't enjoy any of it.

I know that my misery is completely my brain, like, my brain fucking up, and I know that, it's so ridiculous that I can sit here knowing that, and still not fix it. I hate how I feel and I hate how helpless I am when it comes to it.

I worked so much over the weekend... I might write more about it later, maybe not. I haven't managed to play too much Portal 2 because of how much I worked, but I plan on playing it more soon.

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