Excessive

The year of 2015 flew by in a blur, barely being able to determine if events happened in 2015, or earlier, it's hard to keep track of what to even write about. While I will attempt to summarize the year, I'm not as good at this as I used to be, so we'll see how it goes.

Movies from the late 70's and well into the 80's hold such interesting production values... it's sound quality, what they left in but would've been edited out now, some of it his just very odd.

I don't feel the greatest: it's a little bit physical and a little bit emotional, and just a bunch of blerh. I think it started with the vague feeling of getting a migraine; mainly slight dizziness, a stiff neck, and just the other similar side effects. On top of those symptoms, I had a little bit of wine, which almost always leads to me feeling depressed (or at least it leaves open the possibility of it being triggered). I feel down, and depressed, and upset. I feel defeated and given up.

I didn't get my Xbox back today because apparently it's too difficult to fix it in 24 hours and should gather dust before worked on... annnyway, I was in a pretty bad mood again today, simply because I hate the whole bullshit that is the Xbox debacle. Bad shit just happens at the worst time... We finally get a bit of money saved up to buy a Wii and my four year old Xbox decides that, "Hey, I'm gonna start ejecting the tray over and over again" and since it's obviously the eject button (the eject button being pressed in at all times) couldn't you just replace the fucking button, or even just disconnect it? Noooo, that would cost too little money, it must be something more expensive wrong with it! Fucking fucker fucking blah blah.

What is happiness?

Happiness is playing Brothers in Arms and getting genuinley excited when you beat your favorite (which also happens to be the most difficult) level on Difficult and earn that medal.