Excessive

Went to the doctor's today... Switched my anxiety medication to a cousin of Effexor, um.. some longer word that started with C. On top of that, gave up the nasal spray, becasue breathing at night wasn't a priority (migraines were) and I got a blood pressure medication, not because my blood pressure is bad (it's actually perfect) but the blood pressure medication might help reduce the frequency of migraines.

Well it's stupid, I know, because I wouldn't say I'm upset, but I'm... not at rest, for what some would say is stupid... for what I say is a stupid reason. I finished Bioshock 2 last night and now I'm without a main game to focus on, to invest time into, and I've been trying to figure out what I'd want to play (both before work) and mostly after work, just kept putting in different games that I thought may interest me, but I just felt so restless and disinterested, just... ugh, it was frustrating because all I want is to be able to lose myself in a game, to feel excited and invested in something. I'm not sure what I want to play, which is the problem, but I have so many games that I could pick from, sometimes it's the fact that I have such a wide array of games to pick from that's the problem, I always second guess or wonder what that 'other' game would be like. Ah well.. I'll probably try playing a few games at once, and hopefully one of them will suck me in enough that I give it more attention and get really into it.

hot. naima.

hotter. norelle.