Excessive

Why do I feel so completely useless? What is so different between yesterday and today? Why did I feel so calm and relaxed and actually good yesterday, and here I am today with a chance to relax and I feel terrible? My heart is pounding and I can't focus and it's so unenjoyable.

I wish I knew why I had to suffer through this. Why I have some free time but waste it worrying and feeling like crap. I watched a movie, and worked on some website stuff, and did a homework assignment... I've accomplished things, but I can't relax. I feel like I'm doing something wrong...

I'm just about done with the website redesign, I'm thinking of changing the page so it uses the new design. There are a few things like, most important is adding in a way for users to change their password and set their avatar. Besides that, I've think I've done a good job thinking of everything, but I'll have to really give it some final thought.

Alright so I haven't been writing, but that's alright. In the last little while I've had quite a bit of stuff I could've written about, but now it's been awhile so it doesn't feel right. I can summarize though, oh can I ever.

Michelle forgot her coffee!

I've been doing a lot of downloading lately... mostly television shows. I was just thinking about some of the shows that really comfort me, and that I like to fall asleep too, or at least just relax too, so I decided to check online to see if I could find some torrents.

I need a headphone splitter (2 female, 1 male). I need two headphone extension cables and I need a monitor extension cable. All are under $5 on ebay, but my credit card is maxed out, so I'll have to wait for a bit.

If anyone has any extra of those, mail them to me. Email me and I'll give you my address info :)