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I guess the day is over... tonight went by pretty quickly and I didn't really enjoy that. I'm pretty tired, and am actually in the mood to lay down and watch a movie or something... so much so that I had a bath a few hours ago in an attempt to get into a relaxing mode, but I ended up just sitting in front of the computer for hours afterwards.

I played some StarCraft with Michelle and Tony, which took up some of the time, and I fixed a few bugs in the forum (as noted below) and the rest of the time was just.. I dunno... normal Sunday night nothingness.

Today was a pretty good day I suppose, although everything in it seemed to whiz by at blinding speeds. It felt like I was at my Sister's for an hour or two at most, and the rest is just kind of a blurred memory I can't quite make out. I've felt alone for the majority of today, and I'm under the impression that I'll be alone all of tomorrow as well, and that feeling definatley takes away some of my motivation to... get out of bed, eat, cook, enjoy the day, etc... it all seems pointless since I'm just going to get in bed again eventually, and no one and nothing will see me in between. I guess it makes things feel meaningless in a way.

Well... I've decided to watch a movie before I go to sleep... to get me really tired. I'm not sure which one yet, but it doesn't really matter that much... I just need something on in the room to keep me company; I think I'll let Tidus sleep on me tonight, he always makes me feel good when I'm sad.

I spent a little bit of time tonight creating a rough layout design for a new project and I'm pretty happy with the ideas I've got so far... real fancy-like, less plain-text/tables crap, more images. I've just got to finalize the project specifics... like the seconds, features and ideas I want to include, so I can put them into the layout, and then start the actual HTML coding of the layout, and then once the layout is done, start the scripting in PHP and MySQL.

Oooh, just as a side note, I got a Mr. Munchie from my Mom for Easter or whatever, and I love me my rice crispy chocolate.

I think I'll find a movie to watch now and head to bed.

It's my day off. It's usually the only time I ever write an entry anymore.. the nights before the day off.. and sometimes the day I spent off. Not much has happened really, but I have a few things to touch on.

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