Excessive

I'm terrified to the point of that thing where your mind goes blank with fear, it's all just dark and blurry. Day to day, life seems impossible and like I can barely get through the day, and it doesn't go away. I feel fear and anxiety at all times, and it's nearly unbearable.

Okay so I take back that whole thing I said about feeling like I have more time this week, as I don't. I work tomorrow, and slept away my free time today. That familiar anxious feeling in my stomach is returning and it's making me feel uneasy. I don't want to go to work tomorrow, and I already feel like I have no time to do anything. I know it's silly, especially considering I spent the majority of the evening playing Diablo 3 and listening to the morning stream or music, and I should feel relaxed, but instead I feel like time is flying by and an impending doom is fast approaching.

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