Excessive

Yeah, I have things to say, so what?

It's disappointing how predictable certain aspects of my life are, well... certain aspects of my behavior and/or personality. Small triggers can shift moods, can completely change perspective and that sinking feel returns to the pit of my stomach, all too familiar and common.

I was woken up last night at around 3:00am, and I couldn't fall back asleep for about three hours, so while I was trying to fall asleep I watched a few shows, mainly The Office and a couple Seinfelds. The Office was funny as usual, and it helped remind me to smile.

It's way past my supper time, and yet I'm not hungry... in fact I feel sick, and it's all because of how god damn stressed out I am. I really feel like I'm at the point where if one more retarded thing happens to me, I'm just going to snap.

Yeah... I should really just write a long entry soon.. I've been busy, and accomplishing things, and feeling good.. so I do have things to write about.. but as always, and as been shown since I first started writing this site, when things are going good, the number of entries goes way down! Tonight I had supper with my Mom and watched Eternal Sunshine. Now I have a bad headache and I'm gonna go to bed. Toodles.

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