Excessive

It was an above average lazy day today, and I think I'm okay with it. I woke up pretty early, around 6:30am. I remember waking up, going the bathroom, going back to bed, laying there for a bit quite tired... The dog jumped up and slept beside me, and I kept tossing and turning. I'm not sure how much time went by, but at some point, even though I was feeling quite tired, I decided I should just get up. The idea of breakfast and reading reddit and playing Diablo 3 outweighed the idea of staying in bed. For the most part, any time laying in bed is discomfort. I never feel good, or rested or comfortable. I get pains in my neck and back, almost always get a headache, so getting up is rarely a difficult thing, it's usually much more desirable.

It's been a tough day, a tough week. I always feel that way... it's been a tougher few weeks than normal. I've been writing down my moods each day, on scale of 1 to 10, how I felt. Trying not to think too much about it, just write down my first instinct of how I feel. For the last couple weeks it's been pretty low, and it's been really difficult.

1501 post? Yeah okay not as exciting.

the most important problems of life are fundementally insoluble; they can never be solved, only outgrown, and one does this by accepting the problem and developing further by means of it.