Excessive

Today wasn't the best day for me, and while it personally feels - right at this moment - like I've felt like this for as long as I can remember, I know that I felt good yesterday for a bit, and I know it wasn't this bad, but right now, right at this moment, I feel helpless, sad and most importantly, frustrated.

I've taken a sleeping pill already and don't have much time to sit and write.

I've bought and built a new desktop PC today, and I'm writing on it right now. It's exciting and fun and feels great so far. I'll write more about my experience tomorrow.

It's late and I forgot to take a sleeping pill. Time kind of snuck up on me, this entire day seemed to fly by, and wasn't entirely enjoyable, but for the most part it was okay.

I'm not sure where to start. I thought I would open this entry with an old picture of something... no idea why but I thought that'd be cool, so I went and looked through old pictures and that just quickly made me feel like total shit, so I decided against that and closed the finder window. So... open the entry with text... yes, that seems like a much better idea. Maybe I'll close with an image, maybe I won't! Stay tuned!

So my weather widget says that it's 16 out right now (the high for today) and yet my hands are freezing and I had to close my window because it was so cold. What's the deal with that? Why am I so cold if it's so warm out? I want to be able to have all my windows open and I want a warm breeze to come in. Bah!

I got the new Marilyn Manson album today, Eat Me Drink Me, and I've listened to about half of it and I like it. Following a lot of his last album, he's really departed from the heavier rock sound from Anti-christ/Holywood and much like Mechanical, this album is more upbeat and more electronicy. I enjoy the new direction, as it keeps it fresh and not repetitive, and everyone likes music you can dance to. I also recently got all the Stone Temple Pilots album and two Freezepop albums I've been looking for forever and ever.