Excessive

Today wasn't so bad I guess, pretty standard day, work was generally good and while I didn't get nearly as much as I had wanted to get done, I didn't feel like staying more than thirty minutes late because I just wanted to go home.

Today started out good enough... in fact I had great hopes for today; something felt different, very different. I got up early but I didn't feel tired, I ate a breakfast, and I decided to take a more active role in trying to make myself feel happy. For the first time in months and months, I went out to the living room and played some games... I even cooked tomatos, because that smell makes me feel safe and comfortable. I just wanted to share some excitment, a few smiles, enjoy the day, play lots of games... feel relaxed and good.