Excessive

Today was a hot one. I spent about an hour and a half or something in the pool today, and it was "feels like 42" or something. 

The things that I want to write down enter and leave my brain so quickly that by the time I'm at the computer to type it out, I've already forgotten what I had wanted to say.

So it's been a few days since I wrote and that's mainly because I got terribly sick. I got behind on school (just by a day basically), depressed from my sickness and how I was feeling, and writing wasn't the first thing on my mind. I struggled with trying to stay on top of my school work and it left me feeling even more upset than I already was.

I think I might be feeling a bit better today, or at least, I didn't have enough free time to figure out if I was still not okay. That then perhaps makes me okay by default, since with no time to become completely introspective and obsess over things, overthink them, drive myself insane... I think work was a distraction, as I knew it would be, and it left me feeling a little less morose.

I went to bed earlier than normal last night... 3am? 4am? I dunno, any time where the sun isn't up is earlier than normal, so there. I woke up at around 7am for some reason, I'm not sure why, but I did, and when I woke up I wasn't really tired anymore, and I had a headache in the back right side of my head, so I couldn't fall back asleep. I played some Pokemon, I went online for awhile, and eventually watched the latest Studio 60. Around 11am, I laid back down and I guess I fell asleep because at 2pm I woke up to Mark screaming something er other and then when I was actually aware of what was happening, he told me that the Harmony Buffet was hiring and that you had to apply between 2pm and 4pm, so I got ready and we walked there, I went in and asked if I could apply for the dish-washing job, they gave me an application, I mostly filled it out (I didn't have my SIN number, or my references, so I used two.. easy ones) and after I handed it back they said that I could sit down and the owner would talk to me soon. I didn't really expect to have an interview, I thought I was just dropping off a resume, but... I sat down and waited. After about ten minutes, I talked to the owner, and he wasn't the easiest to understand, but when he found out I worked at Pizza Hut he seemed pleased because I have experience washing dishes, and then when I said I worked at call centers and wanted a change, he talked about how he's heard bad things and things call centers suck, it was pretty funny, even though I didn't understand 100% of what he was saying. He told me that the only two things I need to do to work there are be fast washing dishes and never call in sick. He also said he'd call if I was hired. So... I think I'm more nervous of being hired than not getting it.