Excessive

I hate the feeling of jealousy, especially when I'm smart enough to know it's unwarranted, or know that it's stupid. Ah, fucked up emotions, screwed up minds.

Uh oh, it's almost time to go back to work after having twelve days off with no work. It kinda sucks to be honest, I've gotten so used to not having to go to that place and deal with things from there that it seems weird to have to go back. However, it should be fairy simple considering my shift is only 7-3 and then Sunday will be simple too, and then I don't have to worry about it for another week. I've yet to decide on if I want to take any extra shifts, and if I do what days, but I'll continue to think about it and try to figure it out.

Ugh, I'm nervous to go to work tomorrow. I have butterflies in my stomach and can't sit still.. feel nervous. Dammit..

I woke up extremely early this morning... much earlier than I would've enjoyed, so it wasn't the best way to begin the day.