Excessive

I meant to write last night but instead I put up $300 curtains in the living room and then went to Michaels on The Thames and spent $150.

Oooops!

I said that I wanted to write... yesterday... and due to a spur of the moment change of plans, I didn't, but tonight I have no excuse and no reason not too.

Hey, life doesn't have to be all negative. Life can be hot pictures of pretty girls.

I had a rather uneventful day today, and I suppose that's what I wanted. I played Skyrim, walked to the grocery store, had meatloaf and mashed potatoes for dinner, and then had a bath later on.

I don't have much to say today... I think I got a lot of it out of my system. I'm nervous about the next few days as life goes back to normal, I always have such difficulty adjusting to things.

I took way too long, or, I waited way too long before writing tonight. I need to start writing about a half hour after I took the sleeping pill, but tonight I was obsessing over this stupid layout that I know I'm not going to like a week from now, and put off writing.

I've felt sick for the last few days, I think it all started with work, how physically exausting it is to go to school for five days a week, and then work 25 hours in two days. When I'm at work I don't really get a chance to eat or drink properly, usually just snacking on really small things, like a muffin in the morning, and then maybe one or two pieces of something during the day, like not enough to sustain life. I usually drink only coffee, and maybe a glass of pop or something.

I get obsessive over things. I get super obsessive over things. I get so wrapped up and involved and insane over things, and you could say it's one of my best qualities, but I think it'll also lead to my complete downfall.

My Grandpa passed away today and I'm quite upset. I'm taking the next few days off work to attend the funeral and help my Mom as best I can.

I won't write much because this is just meant as an update as to what I look like. The first picture there is me without my hair styled at all... in fact I took the picture never ever intending to post it, but I mean... the others were so boring I had to throw something in. The others are after I got up this morning, and I straightened it.

Today I woke up really early for me: 9:30am. Both my alarm went off, and Vanessa called me to wake me up. The majority of the morning was spent getting ready to go out, and waiting for Vanessa to get here. We left for the doctors appointment on the bus at 11:10am.