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December 01, 2012 9:29PM

Resolutions
  • I lived on Osgoode.
  • I was dating Bekki
  • I worked at Windermere


I'd like to make a random monthly resolution, as New Year's is still a month away, but I'd like to get back to writing every night, or as often as possible. Perhaps it will aid with de-stressing, or... help in some other unexpected way. I feel angry, frustrated, tired, and overwhelmed all the time, and perhaps organizing my thoughts more often, writing it out and getting it into words will help me... well, it's not like I've been doing it for ten years for no reason, it's just been so busy lately, or feels so busy lately that I haven't felt like I've had time to do anything, but that's not going to change any time soon, and you can't continue to blame all your problems and issues on being 'busy'.


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December 01, 2010 11:04PM

It's Weird
  • I lived on Langarth St.
  • I worked at Windermere
  • Michelle was my Roommate


It's kind of weird how I have days like today where I think back on the work I've done on various projects and lose motivation, think it was stupid, or can't even see where it was going. I loaded up the work I've done on the new panel for adding entries and thought it looked horrible. I need to rethink what I was doing, and get down on paper what features I want to add to it, or I think I'll lose it.


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December 01, 2008 10:16PM

Beginning of the end
  • I lived on Grey St.
  • I worked at Windermere
  • Michelle was my Roommate


I can't decide if today was okay or not, sitting here now I kind of feel content, but it seems to be quickly fading to a more nervousness.  I worked five hours today, crazy busyness, got a ride home, came home but didn't feel very welcome, Michelle was just stomping around cleaning things, but it's done so in a way that just makes me feel like I'm like.. in the way, or like I did something wrong, or that I'm simply staying in someone elses home.  I don't really like it to be honest, I just wanted to come home to a warm, comforting place but it just wasn't.  It wasn't until after I had dinner and had my dessert that I felt like I was comfortable.


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December 01, 2008 1:08AM

Short Days
  • I lived on Grey St.
  • I worked at Windermere
  • Michelle was my Roommate


Today felt short... I'm sitting here in the dark, with a bath running, with that nervous 'night-before-work' feeling in my stomach, and it feels like the day hasn't been long enough.  I did do quite a bit today I guess.  I woke up early (for a day off anyway.. 10am), I had lunch, I played Little Big Planet, WoW, Super Street Fighter 2 Turbo HD Remix, had a really nice dinner (grilled bbq chicken, mushroom risotto, broccoli and cauliflower).


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