Excessive

I don't particularly care for where my writing has gone lately, maybe in a long time, but then I keep reminding myself it's just for my own purposes, just a history book, not to be good writing. I'm not sure exactly how useful this history will be however, because I rarely talk about how I'm feeling, and that seems like one of the only reasons to keep track, but... anyway, I guess I'll just keep it going, I'm sure my writing will transform as my age grows.