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October 25, 2003 3:30AM

It's So Painful
  • I lived with Ben on Cartier
  • I was with Linzie
  • I worked at Pizza Hut


All I can think about is painful memories and horrible things that make me want to die. I don't know what to do, because it won't go away... I feel so sick because of it, I just want to wipe it all away... I hate myself so much, how weak I am.. how hopelessly pathetic...



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October 23, 2003 3:13PM

Everything Seems Different Now
  • I lived with Ben on Cartier
  • I was with Linzie
  • I worked at Pizza Hut


I don't even know what to talk about. I have no idea who I'm talking to anyway... doesn't someone have to know their audience in order to speak with relevance? *sigh* I just don't know anymore. It's none of your fucking business anyway, why the hell are you even at this site in the first place?



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October 02, 2003 9:35AM

Too Much Sleep... Too Little Sleep
  • I lived with Ben on Cartier
  • I was with Linzie
  • I worked at Pizza Hut


I haven't updated lately because well, I've had no routine at all, everything is in chaos. Everything is a mess, nothing is organized, I've lost track of my money, where my bus pass is, what I'm doing, what food I have... it's really screwed up. I really really want to get back on track, like.. NOW, but for some reason, I can just never get to it.



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