Excessive

tonight sarah made a mistake and told me something about someone that wasnt true, and i made the mistake of believer her and then based my behaviour on.. what i believed to be fact.. when in fact, i just made an ass out of my self.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

im so unhappy.

Now it's not prooven, but I think anything I touches turns into an alchoholic. I think I'm solely responsble for Mark drinking so much haha. I ROCK! Careful if you hang out with me, you'll be out drinking EVERY night!

she haunts my fucking thoughts as I try to go to sleep. I'd give fucking anything to get those good things back. my forever lost love, somewhere in there i lost a part of myself as well. i miss you.

My hits have more then tripled since I added this dissent gallery. Yesterday I had over 4000 hits, and I'm getting a ton of references from live journal and live journal friends lists. haha.. neat. now pay me bitches!

Yesterday was pretty good I suppose... Sunday night though I felt abandonded, alone and scared; it happens after I spend a long period of time - days - around someone and all of a sudden I'm left alone... it's like a shock to the system and I don't know what to do with myself.

I <3 dylan!

oh..
and I fucking love the london apartments.

i feel like fucking shit inside. why do i feel so empty.. i have theories but i dont to bore you all.

thanks to tony I now own www.jordangrieve.com. thanks tony.

me drinkin'

hungover like MAD but I got tons of great pictures and had more fun than I'd had in a while. Gallery of pictures coming soon :)

plug for the boys: The Electrocult on MySpace.