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Alright so in the last couple days I ended up watching the final two episodes of Rocky (of the original five movie run) and I suppose I can summarize what I thought, you know... for my records.
I'm tired. And I ate too much. Now I sit here and feel sick and I kinda just want to go to sleep, but it seems like such a waste of time.
Work was slow today, working from 8am to 2pm, I worked brunch service on line in the cafe, and cleaned the walls with degreaser. That's about it...
There isn't enough time in the day to do everything that I need to do, and there certainly isn't enough time for me to do everything I want to do. I'm battling huge waves of anxiety as a bunch of things are moments away, and I'm terrified of what may happen.
Yesterday was one of the weirdest, most spontaneous day I've had in forever. I'll write about it tonight maybe!
So I worked yesterday until 4pm... you know, boring slow day, went home a bit early, whatever, normal day for this time of the year. I started walking to the bus stop, just getting to the bottom of the hill, when a car pulled up and it was Sherry with two servers, and asked me if I wanted a ride, so I said sure! I do that sometimes, regardless of how something makes me feel, I push myself to simply say yes to every question... yeah, I lived my life like that for like three years, got into drugs, alchohol, met tons of new friends, and it didn't help me grow as a person at all, but that's a whole other story.
Spent the day playing WoW, shoveled the stairs and walkway, went to the grocery store, and played some games with Ben.
Another day, another delay. Apparently the eject button being broken has something to do with needing to order a new motherboard for the Xbox, which makes perfect sense... So it won't be ready until probably the middle of next week, and the price should be $65 unless he decides to just add on some dollars for the hell of it. Of course I'm not in the best mood again, simply because I feel like I'm being taken advantage of... the price better not go up any higher, because I could probably buy a brand new Xbox for a little over $100 from EBGames.
This is Nadia hanging out with friends at the bowling alley.
This is me outside of the shower, heading to bed.