Excessive

So we got a Playstation 4, or at least... I got a Playstation 4. I say we because there really is no I as far as possession goes, but it was I who wanted one for sure, but we both agreed that it'd be fine to get. That's what tax returns are for right? Giving up mmo's (WoW, FFXIV), has lead me to play way fewer games than before. I have recently been playing some PC games, Saint's Row, XCom... which lead me to want to play console games, or at least made me miss the days when I could get lost in a console game and worry less about stuff. Those feelings led me to want a PS4, since I figured the experiences would be more relevant and up to date, and that was exciting.

Was it a coincidence that I sat and played various Playstation 4 games quite a bit both Saturday and Today, and both days I had to take a migraine pill? No, I don't think it's too far fetched to say that it could be related to staring at the screen, my posture while I sit, or some mix of those types of things. I enjoyed the time playing games, but I don't really enjoy how I feel physically at the moment. On top of the headaches, I am also always so unbelievably tired that I yawn and can barely enjoy or pay attention to a game while I'm playing it. All these issues combined, I still managed to play more than my fair share of games this weekend, and these are some of my initial impressions.

I'm all over the place, from happy to sad to mad to depressed, and I can't seem to even out. My sleeping habits are all messed up, my eating habits are even more messed up, I don't play games unless it's 4am, I don't become comfortable in bed unless it's 9am, I don't interact with other humans, I don't see anyone, I don't hear from anyone, I feel alone; sometimes I like being alone, sometimes I hate it.

I went and had lunch with my Mom and Sister at my Sister's apartment and played with her new kitten Smokey. It was a lot of fun and made me want to get a kitten because although I have three cats, I've never had a kitten. He's so small! and fun! He just runs around and he kept running up my Mom's back and trying to get her earrings. Then I'd move my fingers on the couch and he'd jump from the chair to the couch and oh it was fun.

no more blazer! me and a cute kitty (kairi)
oh.. and my hair has been cut a bit. it's much shorter in most places.