Excessive

I'm over tired, on a sleeping pill and just watched Hot Tub Time Machine. It's time for bed now, and I would like to write amore substantial entry tomorrow.

I also would like to continue working on remaking the front end of this website! It get can frustrating though, trying to make it exactly how I want it.

These bleak, lonely, dull grey skies do nothing to infuse me with energy and hope, rather they seem to suck energy and comfort out of me at such a rate it's dangerous. I try to get up early and be energetic, to clean up, to feel good, but I just find myself cold, lonely and completely apathetic. I know that it's because of these stupid dark days, and I'm trying real hard for it not to affect me but I just feel the coldness in my bones and I can't help but feel lazy and blah. Fuck you grey skies, fuck you in the tender clouds.