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April 12, 2012 11:08PM

Totally Wrong
  • I was dating Bekki
  • I lived on Langarth St.
  • I worked at Windermere


Today has been a struggle for me, I've tried and failed to feel good until the very end of the day. I suppose that's better than nothing, but I would say the day was essentially ruined. It's as it usually is, nothing specific was wrong, I was simply hyper-sensitive and easily found my way into a dark place where I felt like... death, like... destruction and sorrow and pain and sadness and it was all I could do to not scream or punch something. I tried really hard to push passed it, to get back to normal but I didn't do that good of a job.


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April 12, 2011 12:05AM

Wake Up
  • I lived on Langarth St.
  • I worked at Windermere
  • Michelle was my Roommate


Today kinda sucked and it was nothing specific that made it a terrible day, everything was just crappy enough to make the overall day a worthless experience.


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April 12, 2007 1:27PM

Grey again
  • I lived on Grey St.
  • Michelle was my Roommate


While the dark grey skies that drown out the sun can be somewhat of a downer, the sky redeems itself when it thunderstorms, but I've been waiting and waiting and it's just dark, with no benifits! What's the deal with that?


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April 12, 2006 6:46PM

Coming Soon
  • I lived on Grey St.
  • Michelle was my Roommate


Yeah.. I'm not the happiest today. I'm going to write an entry later on with more detail.. just wanted to let everyone know I'm not dead.


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April 12, 2006 11:02PM

A Day of Rest?
  • I lived on Grey St.
  • Michelle was my Roommate


Today sooo sucked... I was in a bad mood, I started hungover, ended up just being depressed, and I never wanted to see anyone again. Now that the night has come and the day is over, and I'm not quite so alone, I feel quite a bit better, however I still stick by my belief that last night mostly sucked, as did today.

I don't think I really enjoy drinking anymore... sure, the process is fun, but the end result is usually bullshit. I end up regretting most things, or just not having fun at all, and the after effects the day after (mostly being super depressed) just aren't worth it. I'm starting to think I would have more fun if I were just sober at the bar, than drunk, although it would be much harder putting up with the drunk and/or high retards that are usually easier to ignore when you're drunk enough to tune it all out.

The only good parts about last night was getting to be with Ally, and getting to hang out with Dave and Kurt. During the show the band had to skip two songs because of a miscommunication, or 'oversight' if you will, and the smoke machine wasn't turned on, but they did a good job regardless. I watched The Birthday Massacre from the merch table... yeeeeaah.

I was pretty pissed off by the end of the night because someone spilled beer all over the merch (shirts included), and just for the record, it wasn't me, for once I actually didn't do anything wrong or stupid. Also, I was feeling grumpy and angry to begin with do to a few other circumstances, so I left as soon as I could, instead of staying till close like I should have. Dave was kind enough to pay me for my services this time, and so I made very decent money for the work, especially since I get into the shows for free, get free beer tickets and get to watch either from on the stage, or right in front (whereever the smoke machine reaches).

I've been working a bit on creating a layout for a blog for Anthony... it's nearly complete and I'm sure by tomorrow afternoon a first entry will be made... so that'll be cool, and I suggest my readers check it out, since it will have a lot of funny, Webkore related stuff hehe.

I'm just waiting for The Daily Show and The Colbert Report now, and then at 12am, Tony and I are playing Diablo 2 for a bit, and that should relax me enough to not feel death filled until I can get to sleep, and hopefully wake up tomorrow feeling much better.


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April 12, 2005 12:00AM

The Stale Smell of Urine
  • I lived on Grey St.
  • I was with Emily
  • I worked at Stream


I'm at work. I just took a personal (break) to go the bathroom quickly because during the first hour of our starting line meeting, I drank a Coke super fast and it wanted out super fast; anyway... the stale smell of urine is all thats present inside mens bathrooms. The fresh smell of decaying urinal pucks mixed with disgusting yellow liquid sitting there, the warm aroma floating in the air... it makes me sick.


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April 12, 2003 12:41PM

FUCK! I'm having a bad day.
  • I lived with Ben on Cartier
  • I was with Linzie
  • I worked at Pizza Hut


Last night I closed and it got really busy around 12, when we close. So I had to make the pizzas, thus I didn't get to clean... or do any of the stuff I normally have to do. So, around 1am, when Aaron finally left, I started cleaning and I did everything EVERYTHING except mop the main floor, becuase it was 1:30am and my ride was there. Also, I had some fucking asshole keep calling and being a FUCKING ASSHOLE because his pizza was late. Fuck him. So... this morning my Sister calls and says Rob was pissed off at me cause I didn't mop. Like fuck, if I had mopped I would have been there until 2:30am, and I am not staying that late when I get paid minimum wage. Fuck that.



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