Excessive

It's felt like a pretty busy week, time flies and lots of things to do. It never quite really feels like there is a time to be at rest. I had things to write in mine throughout the day or few days, but now it's all gone and I don't know what to write about.

I got pretty pissed at work today, for the first time in quite awhile. I haven't been disrespected or talked down to in a long time... You think you're better than me? That I'm somehow lazy, and that you work way more than me? Well fuck you. You want to be rude, and passive aggressive and disprespectful? That's so unprofessional, it disgusts me, and only reinforces why I went to school in the first place... to get out of an industry filled with fucking children.

Today wasn't actually quite as bad as I had originally predicted, it wasn't quite as stressful, or as insane has I had thought it was going to be. It was kind of paced well, due to one of the lunches going very late, and taking forever to go through, which made the day seem to go by at a good rate, and never got to a point where I felt like my heart was going to explode.

I'm really sick for some reason.

Headache after headache, rarely feeling comfortable... this is the story of my days. Today Michelle, Ally, Mark and myself went to the market for various things... mainly Ice Cream, but also bread and mushrooms just cause. We sat around and ate our snacks, and walked around a bunch, eventually going to the brewery for booze, and then Ally went home, and Mark came back to my place to hang out for the rest of the day, till it was later (like.. 9:30 or something.. time went way fast).

this is me last saturday

I miss them! I miss michelle and jess and beth and linzie. I don't wanna be here anymore, I wanna go home and feel lurved.

I think I need to create a to do list to keep on track. I want to hook up my VCR and start taping CSI so I have something to watch when I get home... keep my mind off things.