Excessive

Today was Ollie's graduation at daycare. This doesn't mean he's done or anything, he still has to go until the first day of school, but this was a celebration of his time there and his moving on to school in September. After dinner today, we went to his graduation and it was great to see him in front of everyone. He came out for his "diploma" and to pose for a picture, and he did great with that. I could tell he was nervous, but he copes well. He then came out afterward to sing a song with a class and it was chaos but in a hilarious way. The entire time he scratched his eye, the kids in his class acted out or didn't sing, but it was fun anyway.

Lately work has been unpleasant. I shouldn't feel guilty for leaving after 9 hours, and yet today I did. I shouldn't feel attacked or insulted while at work either, and yet I do. It's a place I don't like to be, and only because of social interaction, not the actual work. People have a hard time not being terrible, negative, rude, mean people, and it effects those around them, and I just wish it didn't have to be that way.

I think today was a good day as far as my mood goes, but as a day, well, it wasn't quite as good as some days. Work was retardedly busy, and as per usual, manager expectations do not meet realistic standards and that leads to um... disagreements.

I just want to wake up one of these days actually feeling refreshed. No headaches, no sore bodies, no mind fuzzyness. Every morning shouldn't feel like a hang over when I don't even drink. I slept much later than I should have based on when I went to sleep last night, and I went to bed with a headache, woke up with a headache this morning, and went back to sleep and finally woke up with a headache a few minutes ago.

Another god damn day at work...